I'm feeling so sad. I need to get it out. No quote today.
Sometimes I feel like my life at home is just a dream. It makes me feel crazy that I can come back here and it's like nothing ever happened for real. I feel so much cognitive dissonance because I love school, I love learning, I love teaching, and I love being a senior. I hate leaving J and my family, and I'm so stressed out with all the work I have to do.
I worry about everything, and I don't want to miss out on anything. I'm spreading myself too thin. This sucks. I want to be in the real world with J in chicago right now, and yet, I never want senior year to end. I guess I just have to take it one day at a time. I just don't want to regret anything. I wish I could freeze time and have everything.
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